Текст песни Stuck in a Loop - Chvse

Life ain't really what it fucking seems like
I use to push through but now it feels like
There's nothing I can do
Trapped inside my mind, yeah I'm stuck up in the loop

I forget who I am
To tell you the truth I don't feel like a man
I feel like a monster thats stuck in his head
I see no escape and I'm stuck where I am
Damn!

This is where all of it ends
I'm airing it out and I'm getting on meds
'Cuz I needed help
But the people I tell
Will tell me be happy it's all in my head?

Do you know what it's like
Know what it's like
To wake up and panic you're scared for your life?
So you reach for the meds but the meds isn't there (No)
'Cuz we took them away when you said you was aight
Damn!

Now I'm trapped in a fight
Looking for something I know I can't find (No)
The map to be happy is so fucking close
I discovered the mountain but now I can't climb (Fuck)

And that is discouraging (Yeah)
But when I get pressure I'm flourishing (Yeah)
So maybe I'll take all the pain
That's fighting my brain then bottle and bury it (Sure)

Or maybe embrace and encourage it (Wait)
Wait maybe I'll baby and nourish it (Wait)
Wait maybe I'll make you a track
About how I'm depressed and I bet you'll encourage it (Woh)

Why do you people think different than me? (Different to me?)
I need the cure my evil is pure don't listen to me (Don't listen to me)
Sit in my room, stare at the roof thats just something I do (Something I do)
Will tomorrow be different
'Cuz lately I feel like I'm stuck in the loop (Wooh)
(Stuck in the loop)

Life ain't really what it fucking seems like
I use to push through but now it feels like
There's nothing I can do
Trapped inside my mind, yeah I'm stuck up in the loop

I forget who I am
To tell you the truth I don't feel like a man
I feel like a dude who's abusing his meds
To run from the issues he thinks that he has
Damn!

This is where all of it ends
I'm standing my ground I ain't falling again
'Cuz I need some help
I'm fighting myself
They tell me I'm crazy it's all in my head

What the fuck do you know about waking up sad?
Making excuses for shit that you say (What?)
You're stuck in a loop and you're scared to admit it
So nobody knows that you're living in pain

Man it's driving you crazy (Driving you crazy)
Thinking bout what all these people would say
They'd say that you're living a dream
And ain't really sad cuz you got a smile on your face

But they don't know 'bout all the trauma
No, they don't know 'bout all your problems
And they don't know 'bout all the demons
You dealing with dying when you was a toddler

Never had childhood only had fear
Talked to the reaper when you was a mere
4 years old, know what that did
It gave you depression when you was a kid (Wooh)

You try to be honest
Telling the doctor 'bout what's on your mind (What's on your mind)
He said that it's puberty
Give it a year and I bet you'll be fine (I bet you'll be fine)

You're 20 years old
You're feeling the same you got nothing to lose (Nothing to lose)
'Cuz life isn't bringing you joy
It's bringing you pain and you're stuck in the loop (Wooh)

Life ain't really what it fucking seems like
I use to push through but now it feels like
There's nothing I can do
Trapped inside my mind yeah I'm stuck up in the loop

I forget who I am
To tell you the truth I don't feel like a man
I feel like a loser that's losing his friends
I push them away when I'm losing my head
Damn!

This is where all of it ends
I'm speaking my mind and I'm plotting revenge
'Cuz I needed help
And people could tell
But they went and left me to suffer again

But I know what it's like when you see it (I do, hum)
Your homies are battling through
And you aren't a therapist
So you pretend you don't notice
But they know you do

And now it's too awkward to even be with them
So you just leave them right out of the blue
Now they all thinking that they was the reason
But deep in your mind you know it was you

So now you feel guilty for shit that you said
But you got that pride that you're bottling in
And you won't admit that you're killing your homie
You look to the side and forget it again

But every message he sends
A beep to your phone
But you never read it you leave it alone
Making him feel like he's living in hell
So he's burning himself just to feel he's at home (Wooh)

These are the times where I like to reflect
What I think of myself (I think of myself)
I act like a victim in most situations
I think I need help (I think I need help)

Why are you hiding your feelings from them?
You got nothing to prove? (Nothing to prove?)
So fuck all of that
Just think of a way to get out of this loop (Uh)