Loneliness

How can you act like you know what I'm going through
All day you, don't know shit, you don't

I got a lot on my mind
It's controlling my actions
The weed is bringing em out
Want to face em but I'm crashing
How can I do all this shit
On my own and survive
Keep all this shit to myself
I want to stay alive
I want to share with you
What the demons are telling me
But you tell me I'm stupid
Is that what you're telling me
I keep my head up, while I move through the smoke
I don't know if I can do this shit anymore

Tell me love is endless, don't be, so pretentious, leave me, like you do

Loneliness is something that cannot be fixed
It's the worst poison in the world a person can possess
Like when all the boys and girls at school receiving birthday gifts
And I'm alone in the corner and I ain't receiving shit
Then all the thoughts that linger, they run through my mind
I mean I'm in love with the cutest girl and she's a dime
And I'm worth less than a fucking penny
Yes I'm worthless, way more than many
And I just want to be loved
And I just want to be that one
That is constantly hit up by everyone
Starting to feel like a chore
The stress I cause myself to be wanted more
But how many lashes can my heart take before that shit is completely torn
I'm all out of giving
I can't even listen
I just wanna know what it's like to take
And someone to listen
How can you act like you know why I'm failing sobriety
You don't know that in society all that I feel is anxiety
Unless I got a cup of black and a blunt to help my dubiety
A doubtful mother fucker
A thoughtful mother fucker
A stressed out people don't understand this mother fucker
I'm lost in space
I'm lost in time
I'm lost in place
I'm lost in love
I'm lost in mind
I'm lost in hate
I'm lost in fate
I've lost my fate
I've lost my mind
I've lost my hate
Lost My love
Lost My place
My time
My space
My other half, what's to gain from this pain running through my veins
Should take it to a blade, slash it, and yell fuck first aid