Текст песни sadface - Cobi Baby

I hate God
He left me here to die
First few days I just slept and cried
But now I'm feeling numb inside
Yea now I'm feeling numb inside
I've got the strength to stay alive
But I'm alone I don't know why
I've tried to rectify
The evil shit I carry in my mind
But honesty don't always lead
To people being on your side
And fear can grow like cotton
To they ears, grow from deep inside
You recognize all my faults
While denying all your own
Then you go and call it growth
Makes me want to break your bones
'Cuz that's really paranoia
You're not god
You're not a lawyer
You're just desperate for control
Monkey brain taking over

And the pain won't stop
Unless you breathe
Unless you breathe
Gave it all you've got
Now just breathe
Life won't cease

Fear can't kill you
Might bend you
Break you
Hurt you
Don't let it take your virtue
Fly higher than the birds do
Together we can get through
Remember where you came from
You've changed and they can change too
Don't lose the fight with anger
Might turn this shit to a banger
Hanging on the sidewalk
Waiting for a pay-stub
Staring at my phone
Got hit by a raindrop
Tryna make it home
'Fore the sky bring the storm
Walking all alone
Wish that we could get along
But I know we won't
So I'll keep getting stoned
That's just how I cope
Either like it or you don't
Say it 'cuz I'm young
But I'm really getting old
Try to move on
But it comes back around
Memories of you
Always bring me down
It ain't Halloween
But I feel like a clown
Looking back now
Got it all figured out
That's just how it go
Pain is the best teacher
No matter how high I get
I still can't reach ya
No matter how high I get
I still can't reach ya