Текст песни Terminal - Complete , Bitter Belief

I'm sick of slipping in this pit of evil
I'm sick of feeling like I'm sick of fickle people
Sick of wishing that I had a missile just to hit em with it
Sick of feeling like a villain and wishing killing was legal
I'm sick of being sick of sh*t
I'm sick of the restrictions and addictions I'm afflicted with
Sick of looking at the fist I used to hit my sister with
Sick of not deserving the forgiveness that my sister gives
I've adapted to shock cause I drown deep
I'm sick of watching the clock as I count sheep
Sick of all the options I've got cause they sound weak
But I figure that my plot has been lost without sleep
I'm sick of feeling like a bible to an atheist
I'm sick of having dk riders in my radius
Sick of scraping by and just surviving to my laziness
Or feeling like the designated driver to my craziness man
I'm sick of the way that I live my
Life but it's like I don't learn at all
I'm sick and afraid so sick that I think that it may be terminal
I'm sick of the way that I live my
Life but it's like I don't learn at all
I'm sick and afraid so sick that I think that it may be terminal
I'm sick of suffering and suffocating my soul
I'm sick of the same substance fking taking control
I'm sick of the same judgement stuff it's taking its toll
I'm sick of this sh*t wish I was tucked away in a hole
I'm sick of this anxiety that keeps me awake
I'm sick of people thinking sobriety's easy as cake
I'm sick of all these haters saying that Complete is a fake
Saying sh*t that they'd never say if they could speak to my face
I'm fking sick, sick of getting these cigarettes
Sick of wishing that I could quit em when I envision death
Sick of skipping dinner to sip some liqueur a fricken' mess
Sick of sitting scribbling writen's bout how I'm sick and stressed
I'm sick of Incidents I didn't recall
Cause I was blacked out drunk probably picking a brawl
I'm sick of the booze sick of the blues sick of withdrawals
I'm sick of the rise sick of the
Fall sick of it all I'm sick of it all
I'm sick of the way that I live my life but it's like I don't learn
At all I'm sick and afraid so sick
That I think that it may be terminal
I'm sick of the way that I live my
Life but it's like I don't learn at all
I'm sick and afraid so sick that I think that it may be terminal