Текст песни Resolutions - Complete

Mum said: never speak to strangers its important not to welcome them
But here I am fuckin talkin to myself again
Dealt resentment i could feel my health descending
Ever since ive felt dependant I've been cornered in a helpless den
I tell my friends i try my hardest im optimistic
But really thats just a lie to start with im lost for this shit
Ive got to fix it, find the answer and not resist it
Otherwise I'll cark it inside a casket like what's predicted
Im the definition of what a waste
Could drop a tape get recognition and rock a stage
Or rot away cos I met addiction and got replaced
Success or failure repitition is what it takes
Theres nothing but shame inside of my core
The water inside my eye is the rain supplied by the storm
Ill pour my life on the mic till im taken right to the mourgue
Cos im more than likeley to die if
There ain't a rhyme to record though
Every now and then i partly have some doubt for rap
They dont ask me how i am they ask me where the album at
Tired of the politics the nastiness and how we act
Its weird when you start to see a party as a power nap
Some say that i should focus on a better dream
The scene will never see me as the dopest that they've ever seen
Upcoming rappers in messenger tryna send a link
While im at Centrelink cos im broker then ive ever been
Parked in a car that can hardly start
While asking one of my mates to go halfs in a dart he sparked
I should probably go and work on some bars but i can't be arsed
Id rather mask my emotions and laugh as the carton lasts man
My mothers disappointed and my nanas scared
Everytime i fuck my life up its like i just damage theirs
Im that impaired and im nothing but an addict
Probably gonna find my fuckin body hanging near a stack of chairs
I see my doctor more than I see my missus
Im not surprised that she locks the door when I seem suspicious
When i reek of piss and I treat her like a poxy whore
Like all i want her for is to mop the floor and to clean the dishes
A piece of shit and im a stupid coward
I devour booze like i think its giving me super powers
I bruise my mouth as i chew for hours consuming powders
Then the terror came like the aeroplane that went thru the towers
Years passed but the tonic remains
I know my funerals somthing that my mothers probably gonna arrange
I look in the mirror i want to explain
But my reflection rolls its eyes as i promise to change
So whats the point
What's the point of resolutions if you never do them
What's the point of resolutions if you never do them
New year, new month, new week, new day, new page, new me
Still my head is ruined
What's the point of resolutions if you never do them
What's the point of resolutions if you never do them
New year, new month, new week, new day, new page, new me
Still my head is ruined