Текст песни Dive In My Spirit - Cri$t187

I'm tryna stay out my mind
Sometimes I don't see what's in front in me I'm feelin blind
If she is the one then god give me a sign
Lifes like a Rolex and I'm being timed
We all gotta go it's a part of design
Lifes like a diamond but it ain't refined
How can you reach for your dreams when their so hard to find
I'm feeling confined, not divine, I'm unwinding
Stars don't align in my life but won't let that define me

Always ridin low I'm gettin high I'm smokin strong
You won't talk about nothin just tell me if I'm wrong
Bangin to the shit baby this is our song
Make your life a movie camera action a light show
I'm yo distraction don't lie I know
We all work so hard to discover the world is ice so
You don't know my feelings won't even look inside my shadow
I can walk on water but only if it's shallow
Struggles eat away why my brain pull me under
I'll get everything I want so I'm running up numbers
Give my family everything I got no time for slumber
So I'm a top gunna, chop strike you like thunder
I'll Take more than one piece I'mma pirate take yo blunder
Weapon knock you stupid no black ops call it a wonder

I Know I'm wrong and I gotta repent
I know it's hard in this world full of sin
And I feel like the lottery I never win

Just rolled a L and I'm ready to face it
On my life I get to flippin pages
My heart dark and I gotta replace it
I've touched the light but it's hard to embrace it
I know that y'all hatin but I cannot give up
All my emotions cold Im born in December
Cast them in the water my hearts like a river
Mind and body differ, how can I look in the mirror
How I feel is something I need to consider

I wanna be good
I'll show that I'm great
In my head I feel like a guest, I wanna be blessed
I miss my homie he wanted my best
Homie I needed you here
Why I carry his pain in my chest
Please why wont this hate disappear

I'll Dive inside my soul
I don't need no one to open up the doors
I fight with my spirit I'm toxified I need to clear it
How can someone be loved and still be alone
I love my brothers I'm holding them nearest
But I'm searching I want the unknown
Something worth fighting for

This who I am and I can't rediscover
I can't love her, cause I can't stand to see her suffer
I Can't express how I'm feeling I stay undercover
We couldn't make it through the rain and the thunder
I Keep my feelings tucked under
You can tell me it gets better
I can't forget her, and no I ain't healing
My feelings severed, forever
Chokin with all of this pressure
I can't be a hero throughout this Endeavor

I'm tryna stay out my mind
Sometimes I don't see what's in front in me I'm feelin blind
If she is the one then god give me a sign
Lifes like a Rolex and I'm being timed
We all gotta go it's a part of design
Lifes like a diamond but it ain't refined
How can you reach for your dreams when their so hard to find
I'm feeling confined, not divine, I'm unwinding
Stars don't align in my life but won't let that define me

These girls see my wallet and think that I'm handsome
She cut out my heart tryna take it for ransom
I'm sorry baby don't throw a tantrum
This an anthem
I don't need no ghostwriter that's why you a phantom

I just put in the work looking for better days
But we all stuck in our ways, I'm living right and it never pays
But I pray for my enemies, just stay out my way
And I mean it, I want all the light man I guess I'm conceded
I know your wanting your time but I need it
Diagnosed insomniac and I don't treat it
Take from me and my family and you'll get depleted

This voices keep talking to me I'm insane
They sneak up like slender I cannot surrender
It's the future I'm a machine like I'm bender
Fuck pretenders I mastered my craft
While I push away people around me Hellbender
Take a deep breath like a exercise
I'm traumatized, my homie was victimized
It was a homicide
Ain't no replacing my homie I won't try
If i see the op again give him heaven's embrace
I feel like Picasso I'm painting his place
Fuck a stairwell I'll kick em straight through the gates

I'll give you a path just in case
Since your life is a maze
Stay away from me bitch your forsaken