Текст песни Flatline - Crucifix_X1

Im just wanting back my time
Time
Im just wanting back my time
Time

I swear they'll only like me when I flatline
Even when I bust these cracked rhymes
They don't want to hear what's in my mind
They don't want to see the point of view from my eyes
They didn't have to see the people I had to leave behind
Friends and a family
Driven to point of insanity
So that's why this music i take in so much vanity
Because nobody else sees the plan for me

Does anybody have the antidote?
I don't want to be an adult
Cause I don't feel man enough to man the home
They hand me rome
But I never said I wanted to blend my soul
Depression is the only expression I tend to hold
Because it's been more stable then my happiness
That is what I defend the most
They tend to see a ghost
I've been invisible most my life and I want to end the dose
Of depression until on my casket is a represented rose
That I was loved even when I flatlined
They tell me my music is good, but I know that's just a fat lie
But its always to be that I
Fall for it every time
But it's something that I don't want to deny

Im just wanting back my time
Time
I'm just wanting back my time
Time
I'm just wanting back my time
Time
Im just wanting back my time
Time

I swear they'll only like me when I flatline
Even when I bust these cracked rhymes
They don't want to hear what's in my mind
They don't want to see the point of view from my eyes
They didn't have to see the people I had to leave behind
Friends and a family
Driven to point of insanity
So that's why this music i take in so much vanity
Because nobody else sees the plan for me

Over my head is a dark cloud
Constantly raining on me representing that I'm always down
I spend Father's Day wondering if he would have been proud
Scratch that I wonder every day what it would have been like if he was fucking around
I try to yell but nothing comes out
Cause I'm mentally drained from always wearing a frown
And I never say what I think
Cause if I really did
They wouldn't think I had real grit
They will think I'm really sick
But whenever I relay my emotions they don't really give a shit
Only when I flatline is the only time that they really did

Im just wanting back my time
Time
I'm just wanting back my time
Time
I'm just wanting back my time
Time
Im just wanting back my time
Time