Текст песни Toxicity - Darren Isaiah

If I just killed myself right now
How happy would I be with the lights out?
Will I remember anything if I died now?
How toxic would it be if I cry now?

My ole' girl pretty as she mean, yea
My ole' girl listens podcast murder scenes, yea
Every woman like the Audrey wit' the James Dean, yea
I'm controlling like a bounce on a trampoline
She fuels me up like a jet mixed wit' kerosene
I keep it toxic like pollution but the break-ups clean, yea
Every woman that I love always leaves me
R.I.P Elzelia Johnson 1943, yea

If I just killed myself right now
How happy would I be with the lights out?
Will I remember anything if I died now?
How toxic would it be if I cry now?

If I just killed myself right now
How happy would I be with the lights out?
Will I remember anything if I died now?
How toxic would it be if I cry now?

Living dormant all this time
As I watch myself decline
Pretending I am fine
But inside I wanna' die
13 beaches, I remember all the signs
I remember all my toxic I am paying for the crimes
Insecurities run rapid
Like its New York City traffic
I transformed into a basket case
Watch how I've adapted
My ole' girl keeps it toxic but she never keeps her accent
My girl keeps it logic but she always turns it backwards
(Turns it backwards)

If I just killed myself right now
How happy would I be with the lights out?
Will I remember anything if I died now?
How toxic would it be if I cry now?

If I just killed myself right now
How happy would I be with the lights out?
Will I remember anything if I died now?
How toxic would it be if I cry now?

If I just killed myself right now
How happy would I be with the lights out?
Will I remember anything if I died now?
How toxic would it be if I cry now?

If I just killed myself right now
How happy would I be with the lights out?
Will I remember anything if I died now?
How toxic would it be if I cry now?

She doesn't mind I have a Las Vegas past
She doesn't mind I have a New York crass
Way about me
She loves me
With every beat of her cocaine heart

Taking advice from friends
Who can't keep a man themselves? Yeah
Picture yourself's in an open field
And you see this big bush
Then the bush catches fire
You walk up to it
You light your joint on the fire and inhale
Let it infold you
Feel it
Let it take you where you need to go
And then you'll get your answer, yeah