Текст песни Venting - DeezNuts

Why'd I have to be born
Why wasn't my attraction to this rappin reformed
Why is my passion ignored
Why was it my compassion for a wack bitch was scorned
Why'd I ever think my chances with you'd last when he warned
That doing stuff behind the back would only crash and be swarmed
By that pseudo smiling psychopath who actually swore
That she was true when all she'd do was end up acting to scores

What if I gave up and went back
Bent out on a mission cuz the same friend that been wack
Lying on me just cuz she was tryin to get her friend back
Mad cuz my position in your life would have an impact
Who's to say we'd even be together
Truth is change and death the only promise life has made me ever
But a ruthless rage to make me better
Grew within me, old instructives used to loop like breaking records
Cuz even when the mood was great
The usual me came and grew unruly tryin to escape
And by losing We I knew its fate
Its silly even thinking mine would be in tune with new estates
And now all I do is move ahead
Living out the movie even though sometimes what Uzi said
Kinda makes me want to bed
All these fucking truant scenes I knew once playing thru my head

And if I came to terms with how it went
How does it still break my heart
And why is all this pain still pent
Locked up in my brain and bent
Feeling like an obstacle Impossible to shake I'm spent
So I just harness it and write it out
Knowing all the harm it did
Expose it as I fight this bout

Cuz I can only hope I might get out
The self destructive cycles thru
And homies flow is lightin crowds
And I ain't even really tryin hard
Too consumed with being who my managers relyin on
Cuz the truth is me and my whole squad
Been doin life and tryin to keep from losing sleep and dying on
The truth the speech in my own songs
And brutal beats that right along
Construe the streets I'm riding on a daily
Grouping my own flaws
Prove to me that I'm no crazy loser
But a student bringing mindful sense and do it raw
But they complaining and they staying sick
Mad cuz when they hear my name they aint me and they hate the gift
The sentimental angry rip microphones to disarray imprinting in your brain the bip

Breaking out your windows
Running trains on instrumentals I create without a stencil
It's the greatest out to get you
Spoutin game from out the mental
Til the grave I'm pounding in you
I guess I'm just not fuckin dedicated
What the fucks it gonna take for me to make the bed I lay in
And how can I contest the playlist

I ain't even doin shows or even got a set list waitin
But all they rappin sounds the same
Always trappin houndin fame
It's always acting clowns insane
I'm known to be around this game
Peeping those that sounding dope
And known for reaching out the same
But people don't accept the vibe
They seem to wanna check the time
Then creep away and step aside
I speak with aim to rectify
The feeble state address the minds as equally aggressive find
The arrogance is meritless
My city's only claim to hip hops terribly embarrassing
And once my terroristic spirits lift

I'm telling you that steering clears the only way you'll veer this trip
You probably wanna hate me how
I'm not important relevant and not a source you're making proud
So honor sport and take me down
Spawn and torch and aim it at my collar and embrace me now
A lot of shit is different now
My daughters back and all I got is all about the princess crown
With all my love I'm drifting out

Calling on the bigger picture fall in bruh let print this out
The immaculate conception
Cuz the answers wasn't ever gave from asking what the question
Stay harassing til the weathers changed
And casually accept that they don't have to make exceptions
And I'll never claim I'm great at life
But what I'll say is you won't ever feel the fuckin pain of mine
Ill be there every way to find
And you won't ever feel the need to hesitate explaining why