Still Don't Understand

I pray for you and I
What are you doing when you close your eyes
When I just bounce and I love you too
Never understand when I add the fuel
What am I doing man, I'm spitting that real
I never cared at all when I'm up in the Ville
Like J. Cole said it's not worthy or real
Never do that shit for a record deal
But let it really bounce go
Listen and I go (go, go, go, go)

Popping these bitches coming off registers
Living life under rules and I'm ditching all of the secular
Unrespectable motive in my eyes
Never understanding your vision when I'm up hearing all these lies
But I go (go go go go)

It's crazy and I never thought
Vanquished thoughts hurting me now they always haunt
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I ditched you
I'm running back with the issues, inconsiderate's diss you and I am
Part of the official, the things we love
And I'm never ever gonna miss you
I'm just tryna' be myself, slipping away
I just wanna know you feel on this particular day, but lets go!

Check it I'm bridging up to the minister
Women that wanna tell me "Oh My God he really slept with her"
But
Separate me from what I am
I just ran into your spot like an old fan
New York's running me down
Living this life tryna establish all the way with these sounds
But then I got these bitches that just really wanted to tease
Then the next minute can't believe I really had you on your knees huh?
Yeah slow it down