Something New

These days
You never seem to lie
I'd rather hold onto you as a friend and think of you as a past time
Or just someone that I used to know, used to know
But I don't want to let you go, I don't wanna let you go
You don't even have to be my boyfriend
Now I don't wanna hold your hand
And nobody has to know when the lights go down
That you're my man, you're my man
You're my man, you're my man
You're my man

It's amazing, contemplating and I never made it
Living this life and I'm just frustrated
But I'm sorry for just being me
Fuck Leslie the one who's never meeting me
But fuck it, and they all wanna battle
I can feel your life flashing before you when you go travel
And I never ever really made it my fault
You decided pick your things up and you will go
Goddamn it what about my fucken thoughts in it
Selfish for yourself the only way you are winning
And it's crazy I was aiming up for Jupiter
Straining backs, I don't really know what to do with her
But I'm back at it again, shaking your friend in the celly
Cheating around and I'm really sorry about your telly
Cause you left it out, in the cold in the winters how?
Oh my God, I'm sorry that's how I'm living now

These days
You never seem to lie
I'd rather hold onto you as a friend and think of you as a past time
Or just someone that I used to know, used to know
But I don't want to let you go, I don't wanna let you go
You don't even have to be my boyfriend
Now I don't wanna hold your hand
And nobody has to know when the lights go down
That you're my man, you're my man
You're my man, you're my man
You're my man

Goddamn I'm finally back for the round two
Stumbling feeling lost without you
Why'd you gotta turn your back
I'm always on my grind just escaping this rap
But whatever
Fuck it man
I've always been clever
Put 2 and 2 together and we never lasting forever
And I'm sorry that I had to be so real with you
I'm still young learning every single obstacle
Goddamn it, I gotta laugh it off
Doubting myself I really gotta just shake it off
Cause it's this zoo that we living in
Calm when we giving in
Come to the back everybody in the prison's in
But I'm part of this life, then we crawl to death
The shit we gonna check, and everybody respect
My mans
For everything he has done
And my girl I can never take care of your son

You don't even have to be my boyfriend, I don't wanna hold your hand