Текст песни I Was Hurt in My Last Relationship and It's Fucking up My New One - Deion Reverie

I hope I'm worth it
You are perfect
Your eyes don't lie
I'm just hurting
And scared of you leaving
I love you, believe me
I'm just hurt from her lies
And I keep

Staring at your phone
Scared to hear your phone go off
(Who's calling)
I don't wanna know
'Cause I don't want to fuck this up
(I'm dying)
When I am alone
Wondering if you're at home
(Or lying)
I just want to know
If I'm the only one

I was fucked over so I'm fucked up
I hate it when I take it out on you
If I keep doing what I'm doing, I'll be losing you
Even though you're always thanking me for choosing you
And I've been tryna handle shit with a new attitude
Ignore the nigga snapping you
'Cause lately you've been telling me I'm only wanting you
And I've been tryna trust you, real shit
But I gotta keep my guard up 'cause the pain hits
And I don't think you understand how it feels when
I try to open up and tell you how I'm feeling
And your phone goes off again
That's when I go off