Текст песни Darkest Days - DempseyRollBoy

It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Feeling lost right now
Feeling lost right now
Where do I begin I'm living in my darkest days
I don't have a place to go, I guess I'm just a waste of space
No one ever checks up on me, I get in everyone's way
Falling down, I can't get up
Can't you see that I'm in pain, huh
Had some scary conversations, I thought I would end up dead
Had some major complications, voices screaming in my head
Reaching out in desperation, fell in love with taking meds
No need for an explaination, I like being high instead
I feel like a ghost, walking down a lonely road
Trying to find some kind of hope
But tonight I know I won't
Wish I had some but I don't
Now my heart is frozen cold
Rapped a rope around my throat
But I cut it right before
I could turn into a spirit
I've always been incoherent
It's hard to keep perservering
What's wrong with my mental health?
I wanna just free myself
'Cause as long as I'm alive, I'll always be by myself
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Feeling lost right now
Feeling lost right now
(???) can't complete there's something missing
Can't cope, I'm alone, not optimistic
Smoke dope, when I don't I make bad decisions
Snort snow, this city so sad to live in
I'll start my whip then drive it plastered
I'll swerve all night then fucking crash it
I'll somehow come up empty handed
I messed up all my second chances
I can't catch up, don't wait for me
I'm just another fuck up, I failed me
I'm sitting, waiting for my fate impatiently
I'm finna end it pretty soon just wait and see
This nightmare feels so real
I have scars I cannot heal
Flesh and bone not made of steel
My true self can't be revealed, yeah
An evil individual, I'm borderline invisible
I'm really about the sinning that I spit in every syllable
I'm fucking unpredictable and motherfucking cynical
Now don't you get the vision, well this feeling isn't fixable
I'm caught up in a riddle in the middle of a mess
I can feel the pain a lil when it trickles into stress
I rekindle just to pick up when I try to decompress
I wish everything was simple but it isn't, I'm upset
I've been staring at the stars trying to leave the planet
I'm a slave in the product of a chain reaction
Don't pray on the day when I'm flamed to ashes
No dates on my grave, I'm everlasting
I try to blend in, God I couldn't but I tried
Got the devil on my shoulder, he'll be running through my mind
I can feel my life has ended, I can feel the fire rise
I've been ready for my faith, lookin' in my eyes
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Feeling lost right now
Feeling lost right now