Текст песни Parts of Me I Love - Devin Santi

I feel like I'm going through the motions
I don't even remember emotion
You can have a piece now 'cause I'm open
Looking for a reason to escape real problems
And no one even cares if I do this
Every effort I put in becoming pointless
From my head into my lungs

I wanna believe in myself
I wanna be free from myself

How long do I have to wait
Before time shows how I've spent it up?
How long do I have to wait
Before I learn why I'm never enough?
Before my eyes burn alive in the sun?
Before I lose the parts of me I love?
Before I lose the parts of me I love?

Hold my head under the water
Stop my lungs from screaming louder
No one can make me tired
No one else can take me under
I've got a piece of me burned into every word I speak
You make me laugh at the thought of a loss
And I know I'll find a reason to stay here
Already have my control
Give me a reason to feel fear

Can someone tell me that its alright now?