Fighting Knights

Hey
I don't know why
Feels like I'm losing myself
I cannot tell
Nobody else
What I felt
I don't know why
Feels like I'm losing myself
I cannot tell
Nobody else
What I felt
I don't know why
Feels like I'm losing myself
I cannot tell
Nobody else

She said she won't leave me but I know she will
If I fuck with the white girl still
She like my good looks till I reach for a pill
She breaks down like a pound of that kill
Fuck with me
Bitch I wish you will
Lost my homies
And I lost my girl
Not allowed at these family meals
Kicked out I can't pay my bills
Hearing voices
But I know what's real
Can't stop
But I know I should chill
Bad habits
Getting dropped like eww
Two weeks I'm back on
For real
Relapse is a bitch my nig
I'm an addict and I need help
Imagine if that's how I felt
In the snow
And it's cold as hell
At the devil's door
And I rang the bell
Played his games
And I did it well
I'mma heat it up
And let the ice melt
Feeling good
But it's bad for health
I'ma fight my demons
Like Robin Will
But I'm ma win this war
I know I will
Fighting knights
All by myself

Cuz I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
Can't keep poppin'
Putting powder in my nose
I just can't
I just can't
No I can't
Can't quit popping
Putting powder in my nose
I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
I just cant
Can't keep popping
Putting powder in my nose
I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
Can't quit popping
Putting powder in my nose
I just can't
I don't know why
Feels like I'm losing myself
I cannot tell
Nobody else