Текст песни Realize - Double Entendre

Won't learn how to rely
They won't learn to reply
Been looking to reapply
And everything I say is TMI
Hate the way I feel inside
That's something I realize
This world is gon' eat me alive

Losing my mind
You've seen hindsight
It's too clean, besides why try and find
A new beam of dying light
Outside, I'm without a doubt blinded
Drawing a blank, I outlined it
How would I outshine it? I don't think now's the time to
Hide it out, might get out
Try to preserve sanity in the dark
Like vanity in the heart
React candidly at the start
But in any corner, amnesty sparse
That's how damaged we are
I answer for my crimes
Every single time, and I don't know why

Won't learn how to rely
They won't learn to reply
Been looking to reapply
And everything I say is TMI
Hate the way I feel inside
That's something I realize
This world is gon' eat me alive

Won't bend or compromise
Won't forgive that side
Been looking for the lies
Everything I do crosses a line
Hate the way I feel outside
Don't want any light in my eyes
But you still need me alive
'Cause you only exist in my mind