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Growing up I never thought I was cool
Thought I was stupid I dropped out of school
Sit in class shut the fuck up was the rules
You don't want smoke Ima shine like a jewel
Nothing to lose I got something to prove
Drinking too much getting lost in the booze
They keep on sleeping on me, constantly hitting the snooze
Barely got 200 views
But I still live in the booth
Mission impossible what do I do
I know I'm wavy like I was a cruise
Putting my pain in a hit like a bruise
Dreams of me balling out at Syracuse
Turned to me rapping put on for my crew
Never knew music would be what I do
If you depressed know I'm speaking for you
Can't carry on cuz I'm lost and confused
I'm staying patient I wait for my cue
Demons they stuck in my head got a few
Chasing a dream I could barely pursue
Trynna blow up, but they blowing the fuse
She ghosted me I thought she was my boo
Lucifer calling my name and I can't even choose but I refuse to lose aye

Remember they said it was over
Carry the weight on my shoulders
I was ju living so cold but
I got the drive like a rover
Remember they said it was over
Remember I thought it was over
Everyday feeling alone but
One day ima blow up for you

One day ima blow up for you
One day ima blow up for you

Momma I promise I'm gonna blow up
Baby I promise I'm gonna blow up
I put in work but they wanna turn up
Looking back at the days when I was stuck
So many nights I was gonna give up
I'll work it out like I wanna tone up
I'm on the verse and I sing the chorus
Now when they hear my song they turn it up
If you down for me we gonna go up
You was there for me nobody showed up
They still be hating don't even know us
But it's gon come around like a donut
Run from my demons I'm gonna pour up
I know they coming from right below us
Now people tell me I'm saving they life
I made a promise I'm gonna blow up

I made a promise to you that I'm gonna blow up in this bitch
Do it for people who Hopeless they using my music to cope so it's fuck getting rich
Like it's Nintendo a couple of homies thought it was a game and they all wanna switch
Don't trust nobody no more cuz I know they be crossing me now
I be burning the bridge but I still

Remember they said it was over
Carry the weight on my shoulders
I was ju living so cold but
I got the drive like a rover
Remember they said it was over
Remember I thought it was over
Everyday feeling alone but
One day ima blow up for you

One day ima blow up for you
One day ima blow up for you
For you