Alone in Room 666

I know sometimes you feel so alone
Ain't nobody know what you go through
The darkest times make the brightest minds
Let it shine

Lately
I been deep in my mind
Lost in my thoughts I been trynna get out so I'm keeping a rhyme
Working so hard everyday everynight I been Trynna get signed
People be coming and going but they wanna leave me behind
Ghosting me demons controlling me I think I'm losing my soul
I think Im losing my focus and nobody notice I feel like I live in a hole
Deep in abyss I been sinking I'm thinking I wanna get more
But I'm drinking away all my feelings I open the door for my demons
I'm keeping my secrets and nobody knows
Got everything that I need in my life and I'm still feeling empty
Oughtta be somebody better they hating on me they resent me
Fearing the man in mirror I'm hearing hatred against me
Smearing the blood on my body wit hands that the devil just lent me
I had a plan I was certain so I never went university
I had to deal wit a burden of playing this game like tournament just to relapse
I could never relax in my mind I been tripping I'm wishing I wasn't discussing the way I be Making a hit it be like concussion
I wish I was bluffing I wasn't Cuz I ju be keepin it real
I keep it real for the people that living in hell I done been there I hated it so
Much that I had to just breakaway so I could make a way everybody feeling alone
666 make a motherfucking wish wish wish
Life is such a fucking bitch bitch bitch
Never cut your fucking wrist wrist wrist

Blood dripping down my leg
Reminiscing wishing I was dead
Think about the days when I was trynna ahead but everynight
I go to bed the devil creeping in my head and I just really wanna die
Cuz I don't wanna be alive but ain't nobody thinking
That I'm really gonna suicide so why the fuck I'm even trying
I'm lying, I'm crying,cuz I feel so alone