Conversations

I'm not one for conversations
But if it's alright, I wanna talk to you

My mama told me it was all in my head
The times I lied to her then cried in my bed
I tried to hide the fact that I'm in pain
But I'll be okay, okay
I told her something's got me feeling down
All this noise, yet I can't make a sound
On a different type of low
I can't make it out, can't make it out

I'm not one for conversations
But if it's alright, I wanna talk to you
I'm not one for conversations
But if it's alright, I need to talk it through

And for a moment I felt the sun rays
No more thoughts in disarray
Until that cloud comes back around
They may hear what I do on sunny days
Pray to learn from their mistakes
And be a better figure of my own fate
And if I do or if I don't, I hope it's not too late

My daddy told me it was all in my head
The times I lied to him then cried in my bed
I tried to hide the fact that I'm in pain
But I'll be okay, okay
I told him something's got me feeling down
All this noise, yet I can't make a sound
On a different type of low
I can't make it out, can't make it out

I'm not one for conversations
But if it's alright, I wanna talk to you
I'm not one for conversations
But if it's alright, I need to talk it through

And I don't know where I've been
No control of the life I've lived
I don't know what else to do
Finding truth within the proof
Was it from my youth
Is it something new
Need to bid the bad adieu

I'm not one for conversations
But if it's alright, I wanna talk to you
I'm not one for conversations
But if it's alright, I need to talk it through

And I don't know where I've been
No control of the life I've lived
And I don't know where I've been
No control of the life I've lived