Body Dysmorphia

When I was a little girl
In a teenager's body
I starved myself of the world
And nobody could stop me
Rock bottom felt like solid ground
Until Grace, she found me
Still sometimes even
Even now

I see it from my window
I see it from my grave
When I count myself out
You say

I didn't notice babe
I didn't notice when I
See you walkin' by
It's like you're looking at yourself
From another place
That don't see you right

I thank God for my lucky stars
How they pointed me north
Twenty-three was pretty hard
Outpatient summer tour
I tried my best to confess
How the mirrors spoke lies
They asked me how I wanted to
Live the rest of my life

I see it from my window
I see it from my grave
When I count myself
You say

I didn't notice babe
I didn't notice when I
See you walkin' by
It's like you're looking at yourself
From another place
That don't see you right

It says"I'm here behind your windows
You'll see me from your grave"
But when I count myself out
You say

I didn't notice babe
I didn't notice when I
See you walkin' by
It's like you're looking at yourself
From another place
That don't see you right