Текст песни Direction, Pt. II - Eric Dutton

So high I got my head through the roof
No lie, in search for some conceptual truth
Or a record of proof that shows that I am not lost
Neither hot nor cold and yet still in the ballpark
I'm so close to the treasure, I can feel it in my chest
Fake lies from fake friends, I'm real enough to guess
That any minute there's a sucker born
I will be not under your thumb
Such a war inside my brain's a thunderstorm
There's many a things to forget
Chest tightens like a corset
One fell swoop, this hell loop, I'll tell you
I'm held to the standard I set for myself, text in my cortex
You're next in the order, I'm feeling peckish
No angel is on my shoulder, hell yeah I'm feelin' hellish
I'm dwelling' inside a fire that is burning me up
This maelstrom in my head, it is churning me up
This half a joint I smoked, it is turning me up
I just thought of another bar, that's a flurry of 'em
They're coming in supersonic, better hurry it up
Not talking about Seattle, but I'm sure it's a Buck
Cause I'm gonna keep it one hundred, I just believe that I'm something
And I'm gonna never waste the band like my shirt when it's tucked
So hit the drums, gimme bass, and a pen and a pad
Shouts to Big Ax-beat, you know I get it from B.A.D

Never been the one to call
I'm feeling wonderful
Always been the one to fall
Fall right in your arms
So I look up at the stars
Feel the pain that's in my heart
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go

Can't breathe through a stuffy nose
It'll come to blows if we fighting over compass rose
Different times, on another road
It goes up in smoke, fickle mind is a domino
I keep falling and falling, all the patterns you see
Maybe it's subconscious or habitually
A critical plea
Don't help me with construction cause I'm building a fleet
To sail these turbulent seas
Ensure that I don't drown in my personal beef
Afflicted with self-confliction
A mission I felt impossible till I took what I had bottled up
Tossed it overboard and felt the relief I wanted from
The moments of doubt louder than a siren
Finally found the wisdom of the flower in my iris
Don't forget me not, don't forget me, now
Just remember how I got to the spot I wanted and I didn't fizzle out
Don't be mad that I'm gone, indifferent, I'm getting' out
As soon as I figure out myself and this frigging map
It's torn and faded, worn and jaded
The wars are raging, the battle's on
But I'm sure the shores are waiting
Stained with blood red protection
All of this bloodshed, but what's the direction
I look around and all I see is the tree-line
Guess I'll wait for night and to see Polaris in the mean-time

Never been the one to call
I'm feeling wonderful
Always been the one to fall
Fall right in your arms
So I look up at the stars