Текст песни Recovery - Esjay

I'll be okay, yeah I'll be okay
I got no time to play nah, no time for no games
I know it won't be the same but I can't get you to stay
I know I'll find my way gotta be takin shit slow everyday
Cause I'll be okay, yeah I'll be okay
I got no time to play nah, no time for no games
And I know it won't be the same but I can't get you to stay
I know I'll find my way gotta be takin shit slow everyday

I need that recovery
I hope I can sweep it right under me
Cause all of the goddamn memories
Causing a burden in doing this easily
I need some peace in me
Finding a piece of me
That hopes to at least be free
Be free of the leeches in life I be seekin a life where I'm on it
I don't want girls that be actin demonic
I need some logic, watch it
Why am I feelin nostalgic?
Memories feelin exotic, stop it
I know that that shit was so toxic
Why am I stuck to this topic?
Lock it into the depths of my heart, and
Make it a way to be honest, yuh
Turn it right into a project
Focus on what's in my optic

Cause I'll be okay, yeah I'll be okay
I got no time to play nah, no time for no games
And I know it won't be the same but I can't get you to stay
I know I'll find my way gotta be takin shit slow everyday

Okay, okay, I'm out but
What now?
I don't know what to talk about
My heads in the clouds but I
Felt this pain ever since I started
Can't find no cure for the broken-hearted
Can't find no love, cause that shit departed
And these days I'm asking myself, "but what if?"
What if that day shit didn't end badly?
What if we made up would it end sadly?
Would it be good if it stayed unspoken
Even though I felt so damn broken
It led me to more friends
It led me to girlfriends
It led me hoe shit
But that wasn't your shit
I cause a commotion to set it in motion
I want you to know that

Cause I'll be okay, yeah I'll be okay
I got no time to play nah, no time for no games
And I know it won't be the same but I can't get you to stay
I know I'll find my way gotta be takin shit slow everyday

I will be okay, about time
I went on my way for downtime
You made me feel like I had to fall
Soon I'll get back up and stand tall

But I'm back up in my mind, and there's no source
Every single shot that goes awry feels all forced
Every single time I get inside, I feel off course
I just hope i'm done with the ride on this dark horse
Done with the ride, I'll be done with ride
All the fun that resides should be thrown well aside
And apart from the future
Everything that you stir
Stays well covered in the wound like a suture
I'm telling you, I'll be okay
I'll have moved on and regret will decay
I had my moments and I had to pay
But I'll prove y'all that I've come a long way
Went from waterdown chick
To a watered down bitch
To some other clown shit
Gotta run it down quick
Gotta run it down fast
Got a crazy ass past
Got lazy ass ass
But I'm good at long last

I'll be okay yuh
We making it all of the way
Gotta be fair yuh
Take it in all that I say
I don't understand for a second, all the lame ass shit
That I stand to correct it, and the pain is shit
That is the way I'ma stay that's it
I'ma go all the way 'til I can't, and that's okay

Cause I'll be okay, yeah I'll be okay
I got no time to play nah, no time for no games
And I know it won't be the same but I can't get you to stay
I know I'll find my way gotta be takin shit slow everyday
(I'll be okay yuh, I'll be okay)
(I'll be okay yuh, I'll be okay)
(I'll be okay yuh, I'll be okay)