Текст песни Bitter (feat. N0trixx) - FMA + 12 Gage

I'm happy
I wish I could stay like this forever
Wrapped in your arms
Breathing in your smell
Watching you, waiting for you to wake up
This is where I belong
This is where I want to be
But you know it cannot always be that way
The same way that I was sent here to help you
Is the same way I will need to leave
When you wake up and I'm not there
I want you to remember
This feeling
This touch
I want you to remember my voice
I want my voice to stay in your heart
I want my voice to stay in your heart

I look up, past the clouds
I leave the soundwaves 'n' crowds behind
And I pretend that you can see me now
I counted raindrops a thousand times
I watched as the storm rolled in 'n' rolled by
I never got my
Chance to say goodbye now
Dim the lights down
Tear the skies down
And give you one more smile
I look down at the ground
I hear the echoes 'n' sounds
And I pretend that you can see me now

You shut my brain up, when
Another thought I'd make up
Suffocatin'
Sufferin'
In the hopes of livin' a dream of your makin'
But people change and I am made to create
Am I out of pages
Or am I just out of patience
Paintin' a picture 'n' tearin' it to bits
Was your favourite, but the paper is ripped
And I'll slave away just to pay for it
But I have to thank you
You made me sweetly sick with each kiss
Take a deep breath
Speak less 'n' more ink

I try 'n' think, think, think
But the pen slips from my grip
The words are what give my life
Worth, 'n' purpose
But no matter what I ever wish
The words are just air
And all the nightmares still exist
I persisted when I should have quit
I gave every ounce, that I had to give
I allowed, no doubt to crowd up my mind
And now I got all the odes to show for it
I could never tell whether you were wearin'
A grimace or a grin
The precious luminescence has faded
Just like the letters I left on your skin

I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm
Happy

I look up, past the clouds
I leave the soundwaves 'n' crowds behind
And I pretend that you can see me now
I counted raindrops a thousand times
I watched as the storm rolled in 'n' rolled by
I never got my
Chance to say goodbye now
Dim the lights down
Tear the skies down
And give you one more smile
I look down at the ground
I hear the echoes 'n' sounds
And I pretend that you can see me now

I wish you could've seen what I've become
I wish I could've shielded your eyes
From the burnin' sun
I wish I could've seen what you saw in me
I wish upon every beat of the drum
I wish upon every supernova
Every star
Every bar
Every scar
Every heart beat
Through every dark street
I can't breathe calmly
Repeatin', insistin' that I am wishin'
That you aren't leaving now
But I wrote, and I hope
That you can see me now
You can see me now
You can see me now
You can see me now

I'll extinguish the stars
I'll cradle supernova's in my palm
No one, has come so far
I went from stumblin' up to the startin' line
To steppin' up my skill with rhyme
And I won't be finished 'til I've finished
Writin' down the finish line

I asked for one last chance
Begged for one last dance
I cannot follow, I'll still be hollow tomorrow
I will swallow my sorrow
I will put myself through hell to pay
For a penance I've borrowed
A spec of sand outside of the crimson coral

Sometimes my thoughts spiral out of control
The arrival of my rival, maniacal
I am liable, to explode
And never slow
Keep my eyes locked forward
Ignore the pieces of me
The debris 'n' the detritus
At the side of the road
Onwards we roll
Bringin' it back
Now I'm headin' on home
I know, without a doubt
That I got the gift, you will witness this
And I'll pretend 'n' I'll wish
That you were with me now
You were with me now
You were with me now
You were with me now

I look up, past the clouds
I leave the soundwaves 'n' crowds behind
And I pretend that you can see me now
I counted raindrops a thousand times
I watched as the storm rolled in 'n' rolled by
I never got my
Chance to say goodbye now
Dim the lights down
Tear the skies down
And give you one more smile
I look down at the ground
I hear the echoes 'n' sounds
And I pretend that you can see me now