Текст песни Weight - Forerunner

I know that one day,
I will wake up, and not get to see your face.
Nothing remains of you,
Except your name.
Etched in stone upon your grave.

But I know,
I just think about death too much.
And spend too much time worrying,
About who will next feel its touch.

And is it selfish,
That I want it to be me.
I don't think I can handle, watching more loved ones leave.

So my friend, I wanted you to know.
You made this place, feel like a home.
Please don't let go,
I don't want to be alone.
My dear friend,
Don't let this be the end.

The weight, of the coffin that I carried,
Almost broke my spine,
And definitely broke my will.
It's a burden that I carry still.
The curse that I'm adorned with,
The doubt that leads me astray.
The knowledge that I can't change,
That things always end this way.
And all I seem to do now,
Is sit in my room alone.
Drink myself into a stupor,
And hope I'm next to go.
It's the thoughts like these,
That won't let me sleep.
Forgive me, forgive me.
I've grown so fucking weak.

Cause it's a sad sorry state of affairs at this age,
When I attend more funerals than birthdays.

So my friend, I wanted you to know.
You made this place, feel like a home.
Please don't let go,
I don't want to be alone.
My dear friend,
Don't let this be the end.
Don't let this be the end.
I'm begging you, say it's not the end.
You've made this hell, feel like a home.
My dear friend,
Don't leave me on my own.

Please don't leave me on my own.