Текст песни Voices - Forerunner

So tell me what do you see
Behind these eyes
Are you going to tell me
It will all be fine?

Remember when I fled,
Into the night with people I'd never met.
I was so lost back then,
Fighting tooth and nail to find my end.
My anxiety had got the best of me
Trapped me in my mind
Swallowed whole the key
It had me convinced
That the only way out
Was a premature self-created end

You were the cure,
For my illness.
And I leeched off your light.
You grew tired,
Of my sickness,
There's no end to this in sight.

Dragged through life,
With a disease I can't see.
Just a soothing voice,
Telling me to leave.,
It arrived as you left,
Spoke often in my head.
It spoke to me of love and life.
And it loved to talk of death.
And so the voice inside
Grew louder over time
And slowly stole my love for life
Though I try so hard to see
With all of my might
There still no end to this in sight.

There's no end,
To this in sight,
The world grew cold,
Without your light.
The voice grew louder,
Crept up in my mind,
I had no strength,
To fight back this time.
So I turned to white,
Tried to numb inside,
I went too far,
Almost died that night.
I faded out,
And saw only black,
Felt my heartbeat slow,
Had to pull myself back.

I refuse, to fail again.
Wasting nights with so called friends.
Pick your poison, and I'll pick mine.
I'll kick this addiction,
I just need time.