I realize (feat. AWRabbit)

They say, real eyes realize real lies
That's why you cried when we said our goodbyes
You could see it in my eyes that I lied and tried to hide
Everything from you, even though I cried

It wasn't easy to see you cry and let you go
I threw four years right out the window
Cause I hated seeing you suffering slow
But my mind then told me, it's the only way to go

But now I know there was another way
I should've waited and make you stay
The anger was the one supposed to go away
But I was weak, I lost so much that day

My mistake, I still feel like a fool
Dropping my future and acting like a tool
I was cruel with myself and especially with you
Now I know who I want to be and what I have to do

I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong
I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong
I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong
I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong

They say, It's easy to love but hard to let go
I say if you love it's impossible to do so
You always keep them somewhere deep in your heart
They don't disappear just cause you're apart

That's why it's so hard, so hard to not feel
So many things that take too much to heal
Feeling's too real... She's never coming back
My soul in desperate need of a barrel of Prozac

We stayed friends, I respect that
We're still having our little chit-chat
How I missed that, I wish you had stayed
Now it's not your problem that we have faded

I stay strong even though I was in wrong
It's time that I learn really what is going on
She still cares for me, why am I so dumb
I still feel for her but it's time to move on

I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong
I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong
I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong
I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong

It took you long I could've been right there
You should've said "Baby I want you here!"
I cried so much because you said "Goodbye!"
Don't punish me saying you're missing me
I wanted you to ask for one more try

With you sometimes I went through hell, no lies
But after try and try I realized
It's so much better that you said goodbye
Now I'm not the one to suffer anymore
I say "Bye, bye, bye" now I'm out the door
I realize