Текст песни something real - GRIM

So you want something real
Ok

I used to cut myself
I'm sick of living my life
Thought maybe God had given up on me
And put me aside
My life is a blur
I'm all out of words
My head, it just hurts
It feels like everyone around me wants me in dirt
I'm not sure

I don't like what I am
People start to change
So I've got to change plans
I've never had a friend that I could trust to cover my back
I've been through 5 different states
11 schools for a fact

Heart darker than coal
I'm the heir to a lion
But yet I travel alone
On the verge of selling my soul
I don't have any goals
I'm losing control
I let people down often I know

You wanted me from the heart
This is a touchy subject
I don't know where to start
Your support means the world to me
Wherever you are
Just the fact you understand
Means we're not far apart

You listen and vibe to it
This is more than a track
I shed tears before rehearsal
And I cry while I rap
But nobody grasps
They don't understand
This is pain that's hard to explain
Just don't follow my path

Lie in air