Cross My Heart

Last night the sky exploded
Proving we were wrong from the start
Outside cold and dreaming
That the world was falling apart
To this day I can't remember your name
Now everything seems as fucking fake
As the words they said we're not supposed to say

Sometimes sleep won't come
When I close my eyes
So I lie in bed crossing my heart
And hoping you die
Sometimes everything feels wrong inside
It's like I'm thinking of everything at once
And nothing at the same time

In this world I've made
No one knows what they're supposed to be
I'm keeping secrets from myself
Drowning in the water of a dried up sea
To this day I can't remember your face
Now everything here seems as fucking fake
As the pain these pills are meant to take away

Sometimes sleep won't come
When I close my eyes
So I lie in bed crossing my heart
And hoping you die
Sometimes everything feels wrong inside
It's like I'm thinking of everything at once
And nothing at the same time