Текст песни On My Way - Gonzo VanGogh

I know my pockets be hurting
But I promise you, I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I know that I don't deserve ya
I promise you, I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I know that I'm far from perfect
That cloud, it follows me everyday
Everyday
These drugs do me a disservice
You the only reason why I stay
Why I stay in this place

Confused as to why you still 'round
My lack of passion for life been so real, now
Leave it, this ain't ya fight, are you still down?
To carry all of the plight that I bring around
Ain't standing on still ground
I don't wanna feel now
5 years have passed, I'm still I'm on the same shit
Cuttin' that 'caine, I'm still on this lame shit
Numbing my brain, evading this pain shit
Future down the drain shit
So far from "I've made it"
You my sugar lady
Covering all my bills, Lordie know I hate it
Smiles up on my face, I can't even fake it
With the stress, knowing that my life is for the taking
Remember Papa saying
"You is the provider
Handle ya business, don't give into ya desires"
I ain't never been no mothafucka to admire
Look into the mirror, see a coward a liar

I know my pockets be hurting
But I promise you, I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I know that I don't deserve ya
I promise you, I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I know that I'm far from perfect
That cloud, it follows me everyday
Everyday
These drugs do me a disservice
You the only reason why I stay
Why I stay in this place

I know my pockets be hurting, oh
Hurting, oh
Hurting
I know that I don't deserve ya, no
Deserve ya, no
Deserve ya
I know that I'm far from perfect, oh
Perfect, far from perfect
These drugs do me a disservice
It's like they no longer working
What's the purpose

Seems like all we do is fight, now
List of shit I did that you write down
My fingers in your mouth, make you bite down
You always be making the right sounds
When I lay the pipe down
Girl, I almost lost it
Thought of someone else touching on you makes me nauseous
Night you laid with dude, it drove me back to the darkness
Nothing I could do but learn to accept my losses
Be a little more cautious
With the way that I treat you
Sometimes I wish that I didn't need you
Like a junky need his dope and a needle
Payback a bitch, always comes back to deceive you
Through ya favourite people
That's why love is evil
Shit will leave you feeble
Beg for second chances, on ya knees
You need a sequel
Never been romantic, but you doing what you need to
Even considering quitting the shit relieves you
You know what it leads to
Know that death is certain
Something I been flirting with
Since a youngin' was hurting
Love you cause you made me wanna be a better person
Clean up my life, not spend the rest of it swerving
Spend the rest of it swerving