Picture On the Wall

Never put a picture on the wall
Never really made me feel like I was good at all
Put the frame away
Look the other way again
But everybody's getting all the love
Maybe I'm a narcissist for feeling so above
But am I not ok?
I thought that I was great
But no sign of that
Quite the opposite
Cause I believe in me

But I'm
Not in the picture
Oh I
Thought I'd be somewhere by now

Never put a picture on the wall
Never really made me feel like I was good at all
Put the frame away
Look the other way again
All I ever wanted was some change
Been sitting in the sidelines nobody ever engaged
I thought I was of value, now I think that I'm the worst
Maybe I'm delusional, my ego was a curse
I'm not in the group
But everybody else is in
So no eyes on me
And they won't let me in
I'm in the desert and dying of dehydration
All of my work chalked up as a vacation
I can't survive like this for the rest of my life
I'm not in the picture, I'm not in the room
I'm a ghost
Invisible

But I'm
Not in the picture
Oh I
Thought I'd be somewhere by now

Doesn't matter what I say
Doesn't matter what I do
Doesn't matter what I make
I'll never get to be like you
Doesn't matter who I am
Doesn't matter if I'm great
Doesn't matter if I'm good
I'm never getting close to you
Doesn't matter
Doesn't matter
I'll never be in the picture
It doesn't matter