Текст песни Goodbye - Guzo

Goodbye
To a past life
I can't explain
My reasoning
You don't need to know
I've made excuses
And tied the nooses
So you'll all be dead to me
I've clashed with chances
Of dreams of dances
I've taken it all from you

I made promises
Of future events but
I can't keep them now cause it involves me
I just haunt you now
Ghost over your shoulder, I'm a stain on your wall
There's no pulse cause I'm dead to everyone
Memories of never knowing why I turned to someone unrecognize

I've always tried to be so nice
But I changed my life to lies
And I wish that you'd know
You think it's your fault but no
Life was difficult
I fell in love
But she had it so much worse
An overdose and I only made it worse
I was a kid but we fought just like adults
With problems even worse

I was way too young
To even understand
What was going on
The things I focused on
They were always dumb
I wasn't thinking of all the awful stuff
That you were going through
Always had it rough
And then years later I pushed you off
I know it's selfish, I regret it all
When I'm with you all I can do is fall
And now I'll never fall at all

I was lying when I said I'm nice
Always lived a life of lies
Trying to optimize myself
I hate me then
Now I'm not him
Do not compare me with a ghoul