you're hell

I try to figure out the words that I'm gonna say
But thinkin' 'bout tomorrow's in the way
The fact of the matter is
I know deep down that you're never gonna change

I see it in your thought and my face
I knew that I would fall, fall down
And it feels like hell living in this house
You just tell me that I should calm, calm down
Looking for a love that'll never be found

And you could say it's all in my head
My paranoia's out of control
Deciphering the things that you said
Things I may never let go
'Cause you don't love no, no one
No one more than yourself
And I can't live here no more
I can't stay here in your hell

Now gon' tell me I'm crazy, and paranoia's got a hold of me lately
It's got me pacing back and forth
Maybe I am complacent
I got comfortable thinking I am the only one you call baby
But as I'm going through your phone, I'm seeing that's not the case
And I know, I should have trust, but I don't
I showed you love, but you won't

You fuckin' s-, I'm fuckin' done, that's why I hung up the phone
Pretend I'm happy it's over
And I am glad that there's closure
But the sad fact, I hope you notice that

And you could say it's all in my head
My paranoia's out of control
Deciphering the things that you said (said)
Things I may never let go
'Cause you don't love no, no one
No one more than yourself
And I can't live here no more
I can't stay here in your hell

And you can save your bullshit, your bullshit, baby girl
You can save it for somebody else
Oh baby, 'cause I never know, I never know
I'll find an angel that could take me through so much hell

And you could say it's all in my head
My paranoia's out of control
Deciphering the things that you said
Some things I may never let go

And you could say it's all in my head
My paranoia's out of control
Deciphering the things that you said
Things I may never let go
'Cause you don't love no, no one (no one)
No one more than yourself (more than yourself)
And I can't live here no more
And I can't stay here in your hell (in your hell)