Текст песни Balance - Haven3000

I've been tryna find a balance
In these highs and lows
I'm lost in a place where you wouldn't
Wanna go

I gotta get back to the top
Cause I've been living down below
Of the surface
Painting pictures like I'm Van Gogh

It's a starry night
And the moon seems to glow
Every thought I had
Jumped out the window

Time flies by
Yesterdays shadow
Is holding me back
From everything I know

Ever since a youngin'
I've been on my own mission
Took a intermission
Don't wanna fall into submission

Never was the one to listen
But fuck it I made it this far
By doing exactly what I've wanted to
And I aint switching

I've been stirring up the pot
Midas touch the wrist work magic
I feel like I'm off this earth
Intergalactic

Mind slipped into a state of static
I don't even know what happened
Can't even begin to fathom
All the tragedies that I've been living through

Somethings telling me haven
You gotta be a better you

I've been through so much shit
In the past feeling reincarnated
Brand new persona is cutting through the wire
To the light

I feel like I'm Ronda in the ring
Fighting my demons by the night

I wash my problems out with drugs
And everything's gon be alright

I don't even get to sleep no more
Them nightmares cause a fright

Actions impulsively acted out of spite
And my words taking out of context
Igniting a fire
Burning down the earth

Paranoia got me swaying side to side
I'm nervous

I've been on a search

I don't know how much longer
That I can go before I burst

And this a the first time
That I've been lost in my mind

I've been tryna find mine

Looking for a sign
Or something

But in return I've received nothing
Lord please show me something

In terms of what I am becoming
Praying for something

Who am I to blame
When all I've been doing is rushing

I've been gone with the wind
Wondering when is the end
I've been gone with the wind
I no longer want to pretend

I've been gone with the wind
Wondering when is the end
I've been gone with the wind
I no longer want to pretend

I've been gone with the wind
Wondering when is the end
I've been gone with the wind
I no longer want to pretend

I've been gone with the wind
Wondering when is the end
I've been gone with the wind
I no longer want to pretend

I've been tryna find a balance
In these highs and lows
I'm lost in a place where you wouldn't
Wanna go

I gotta get back to the top
Cause I've been living down below
Of the surface
Painting pictures like I'm Van Gogh

It's a starry night
And the moon seems to glow
Every thought I had
Jumped out the window

Time flies by
Yesterdays shadow
Is holding me back
From everything I know

I've been tryna find a balance
In these highs and lows
I'm lost in a place where you wouldn't
wanna go

I gotta get back to the top
Cause I've been living down below
Of the surface
Painting pictures like I'm Van Gogh

It's a starry night
And the moon seems to glow
Every thought I had
Jumped out the window

Time flies by
Yesterdays shadow
Is holding me back
From everything I know