Текст песни Face It - HiJackt

I don't know if I'm ever gonna make it
Wanna go cuz I know I'll never take it
On the low, only love it when I hate it
I don't know, if I'm ever gonna face it

I don't know if I'm ever gonna make it
Wanna go cuz I know I'll never take it
On the low, only love it when I hate it
I don't know, if I'm ever gonna face it

Look, sitting in the car and I think about a life in a penthouse
Think about a life where I'm thinkin I'm alive and never would I feel I been left out
Wanna be alone, got nobody as a home, I don't wanna be sad if it ain't right
But it don't feel wrong so I wrote this song wanna show what I'm feelin tonight

It just feels right when I'm in my room and I stare and sit in silence
Cuz I'm in my head, lookin at my dread, and I wonder where the time went
I sold my soul, cuz I don't feel whole, and the devil went to sign it
The minds a mess, cuz it just won't rest, never show my thoughts inside it

She took my trust wanna fake her love wanna leave me on the pavement
Wanna take my life, wanna grab a knife, and stab right where the pain is
All I want is truth, never wanted you, now you got me feeling faded
What's wrong with me, can I not believe, that I'm everything I've hated

I want to live, in a soul that died, bottoms up, hopin I'll be fine
Day to day, I don't want to try, To be a star that'll never shine
Living life in a tortured mind, going numb gotta force to cry
Come and go, wanna drive on by, and before they leave never say goodbye

I don't know if I'm ever gonna make it
Wanna go cuz I know I'll never take it
On the low, only love it when I hate it
I don't know, if I'm ever gonna face it

I don't know if I'm ever gonna make it
Wanna go cuz I know I'll never take it
On the low, only love it when I hate it
I don't know, if I'm ever gonna face it

Yeah, Try to go on cuz I don't wanna live in the past tho
And I stay in line but I lose my mind everytime I see her pass tho
I don't live in this, but I remenisce, and I found the shits a hassle
When I close my eyes it is her and I in a fallen broken castle

I just want love but its not enough, when I never seem to fix it
So I hide away, wanna find a way, to live what I am missin
So tell me how when I'm feeling down you say you come to visit
And I call your name but you ran away now all I hear is crickets

And I won't lie it was do or die I was looking for some comfort
Want to move on and told you she's gone but still you knew I loved her
But you came in and I just gave in then you went and threw me under
My jealousy who the hell is he and went to block your number

I never fell, you could never tell, I just went to test the waters
Think on that night, thinkin you and I, why the hell I even bothered
I fed you wrong, cuz I led you on, but you knew I couldn't lose her
But in the end, you are still a friend, so I wish luck in your future

I don't know if I'm ever gonna make it
Wanna go cuz I know I'll never take it
On the low, only love it when I hate it
I don't know, if I'm ever gonna face it

I don't know if I'm ever gonna make it
Wanna go cuz I know I'll never take it
On the low, only love it when I hate it
I don't know, if I'm ever gonna face it