Текст песни Curse Me with Your Kiss - Holding Absence

When I get to the pearly gates
I know there'll be no shame
In reaching out to you
And hoping that you call my name
One day I'm gonna let you know
I do my best to hide your ghost
In the floorboards down below
I'm blackened by your shadow
Even back when it all began
I knew there was more to this
I felt fire inside before
But no one else could tame it
I doubt I'll ever find the peace inside
But what about the pieces that I left behind?
I dream of you
In colours that don't exist
Looking back on my life, all I know is this
I let you curse me with your kiss
When I get to the pearly gates
Let it feel like yesterday
I'm reaching out to you
I hope you do the same
I remember the crack in your voice
When you said, "I'm leaving"
Just another lover that left me
With nothing to believe in
I doubt I'll ever find the peace inside
But what about the pieces that I've left?
I dream of you
In colours that don't exist
Looking back on my life, all I know is this
I let you curse me with your kiss
Well, I lost myself inside your echo
And now I live my life with nothing left to let go
And now there's nowhere left for me to turn back
I know that, I know
Well, I lost myself inside your echo
And now I live my life with nothing left to let go
And now there's nowhere left for me to turn back
I know that
You'll never truly know, you'll never truly know
You'll never truly know
How I miss you so, light of my life
How I miss you so, light of my life
How I miss you so, light of my life
How I miss you so, light of my life
How I miss you so, light of my life
How I miss you so, light of my life