Текст песни Lately - I.Q

Lately I just wanna be alone
I don't even wanna get my phone
Lately I been feeling left out
Honestly I just think I'm a pest
Making sound
You don't understand how I feel
You don't understand how this shit gets real
When I say I'm chilling
Man I'm in my feels
Honestly I'm a pessimist
Killing myself
Then I say to the heck with it
Cover up
When I say I'm fine
It's another bluff
Then I tell myself
I Gotta toughen up
You just gotta know
When enough's enough

You a man
You ain't meant to be sad
You just putting on the mask
Tell them life can be bad
Ain't got time
To be whining
Having pity parties
You haven't been discipline
Filling up your body
Drinking a bacardi
Convinced that it'll make you better
Life of the party
Since you wanna be that way
Drink until you hardly
Can say a word
You say it slurred
You just following the herd

Everybody wants the lavish life
Don't nobody know the fight
I think what I need
Is to be alone
Be in my zone
Be away from my phone

Monkey see monkey do
You just following
See another trend
You gotta get on that shit
And if you don't get big
You just try again
When it doesn't work
You just cry and sit
Tell yourself that life
Just never seems to go your way
Speak on other people
See you in another place
When you drinking
Acting stupid
Getting shit faced
Till you can't leave
Cause your keys you misplaced

Lately I just wanna be alone
I don't even wanna get my phone
Lately I been feeling stressed out
Honestly I just think I'm a pest
Being loud

Lately I don't know where to go
I don't feel safe even when I'm home
Only time I keep togethers on my own
One day I'm seeing heaven but I just don't know
If I'm just being honest hope I don't
I don't feel like I deserve it
Least I know
Everyday I'm working
Tryna be a better person
Earn my way up to the gates
And know that I was really worth it
I ain't trying to be perfect
Cause right now I'm feeling worthless
Only thing that is for certain
I'm a piece of work
I ain't trying to be perfect
If I get rejected at the gates
At least I won't be the first

I think
I'm going overboard lately
Everybody always call me crazy
Lately I been feeling like a baby

Lately I just wanna be alone
I don't even wanna get my phone
Lately I been feeling left out
Honestly I just think I'm a pest
Making sound
You don't understand how I feel
You don't understand how this shit gets real
When I say I'm chilling
Man I'm in my feels
Honestly I'm a pessimist
Killing myself