Alone

Am I capable of love and affection?
Or are they feelings of the unknown?
Am I a victim of misdirection? (Memories inside my brain)
Feels like my purpose, to be alone. (Constant war im facing)
Who will miss me when I'm gone? (Will I ever be the same)
If they say home is where the heart is, (Am I the one to blame)
Why do I feel I am without a home?

It's like I've lost perception
Have I lost all forms of direction?
While the world still spins in circles
And I'm left here still all alone
(Can you) Prove to me you feel a pulse?
(Can you) Convince I'm capable of love?
For I have seen my own demise
It's written in your weary eyes

A never ending battle
Am I the one to blame?
I've developed thoughts that torture
The memories inside my brain
It's a constant war I'm facing
Will I ever be the same?
If I am bound to this life
(A noose around the throat)
Leave me to hang

Yeah, look sometimes it gets a little difficult just trying to breathe
I choke up, which makes it that much harder when you're trying to sleep
Like most nights while I'm laying awake I paint a picture of me
And I think of how there could be a better world where there Isn't a me

So prove to me you feel a pulse
Convince I'm capable of love
For I have seen beyond your eyes
A look of which I despise

A never ending battle
Am I the one to blame?
I've developed thoughts that torture
The memories inside my brain
It's a constant war I'm facing
Will I ever be the same?
If I am bound to this life
(A noose around the throat)
Leave me to hang

Memories inside my brain
Constant war I'm facing
Will I ever be the same?
Am I the one to blame?
The one to blame

All of the complications
The burdens I can't seem to put behind
They say the past never lasts, it will come to pass
So why's the noose around my throat for the second time again?

A never ending battle
Am I the one to blame?
I've developed thoughts that torture
The memories inside my brain
A constant war I'm facing
Will I ever be the same?
Be the same