Текст песни Good Suffering - Jvon Lawrence feat. Zaí Xp

You was supposed to be my father
Protect me from hurt
Harm evil and all the monsters
And you don't even call me no more
I miss your company
I'm too young to understand
About courts and custody
I guess I'm doing fine jvon
I'm living comfortably
When I needed you to come get me
Why didn't you come for me
I still love you
I acknowledge who you are
But you're not a superhero to me
You're not a star
Hey remember the time
You took me to see avengers
Mom said my bedtime was ten
You said eleven
The coolest dad at the time
Who'd always stayed with me
Super smash brothers
You would always play with me
I remember the month you left
That day hit me
My life was caught in a spell
It was all strange to me
See dad I can do metaphors too
Here's one
What's a deadbeat
The metaphor's
You

I done fell like a thousand times
But been strong before
My wings was made to soar
God don't let me fall
And fade away
In the suffering
God help me thru this suffering
Take away all the suffering
Please help me through the suffering
I can't take anymore

You was supposed to be my father
Protect me from hurt
Harm evil and all the monsters
I know you're fighting for us
Dad I'm fighting back
I hope the sound of my voice
Can bring your powers back
I cried endlessly
But I had to bottle that
All that's left is your last name
I'm honor that
Please forgive me
For what i said to end the 1st verse
I know you suffered good enough
But this hurts worst
When I was small I marveled you as my father
So I learned to be a king
Like T'chaka did for T'challa
I am prince
King Marquez Lawrence
This is stupid
This nonsense
You missed out 3 of my birthdays
It's expected
So when I graduate
I don't want you at the attendance
And when we meet again
I don't want no parental lecture
I don't want a hug
Or card
Or a necklace
Cause you don't understand
What I'm feeling at all
Some hero you are
I hope this pain fills in your heart
When I grow to be successful
Here's the riveting part
In my thank you speech
You won't get a mention at all
Goodbye

I done fell like a thousand times
But been strong before
My wings was made to soar
God don't let me fall
And fade away
In the suffering
God help me thru the suffering
Take away all the suffering
Please help me through this suffering
I can't take anymore

I was supposed to be his father
Protect him from hurt
Harm evil and all the monsters
I fought with everything
Circumstances just made it harder
My enemies just call it karma
They say reap what you sow
I just speak what I know
My family and friends
Left me deep in a hole
Trust me it's easy to cope
Cause when I make it to the top
I gotta list that I keep in my notes
Like you won't get crumb
And you won't get a crumb
Only thing I care about
Is my music and my son
So that is my motivation
Problems keep running at me
I learned to control my pacing
This is my ventilation
I'm just clearing the air
The butterfly effect
Made me really aware
They act like i'm hearing impaired
But it's fine though
The caged bird sings
So I'm leave on a high note

I done fell like a thousand times
But been strong before
My wings was made to soar
God don't let me fall
And fade away
Into the suffering
God help me thru this suffering
Take away all the suffering
Please help me through this suffering
I can't take anymore