Текст песни If Only You Knew - JayMelly

I know I ain't perfect
But I know I'm worth it
One thing that's for certain
Imma keep on working
For a better me
Imma bet on me
Don't believe in me
Imma have to make you see
You know life gone get hard, you gone have yo doubts
You not alone everybody had a drought
You know yo play, you already know yo route
You can get up in the game or you can watch from the couch

Keep it a hundred keep it a buck
Everything I accomplished they be acting like it's luck
My homies be wilding I just tell em keep it tucked
But let's keep it real they don't really give a fuck
And ion blame em
That ain't the same him
Yo homie died up in the trenches that'll change em
Out here looking for his killer just so he can rearrange em
That's my dog but I promise you can't tame him
Ain't no complaining
Shit gone happen
I go by Melly call me Mr. Make It Happen
Before I had the dreads big fro I was trapping
Whatever you need just hit my line it ain't no taxing
People change, niggas and bitches change
I never changed I just always been the same
No matter if it's sunny or if it's gone rain
Cause I been thru shit too but I just try to hide the pain
Cause I'm not tryna put my pain on you
I can't tell you everything I been thru
They say I got abandonment issues this is true
They say I'm always in my feelings this is true
So let me ask you
What should I do
People that I loved died if only you knew
Closest homies did me dirty Shiid if only you knew
That shit hurt me in my heart if only you knew

I know I ain't perfect
But I know I'm worth it
One thing that's for certain
Imma keep on working
For a better me
Imma bet on me
Don't believe in me
Imma have to make you see
You know life gone get hard, you gone have yo doubts
You not alone everybody had a drought
You know yo play, you already know yo route
You can get up in the game or you can watch from the couch

I'm not in competition it's just me vs me
Voices in my head fighting demons in me
Got into it with my people he put them over me
Now I'm woke I was blind Shiid I finally can see
That I'm built different you wasn't raised how I was raised
I know I got bad habits but we all got bad ways
Judging me off old shit I have grown from them days
Now I'm tryna get paid double back and get a raise
Had to get up out of that phase where I always needed praise
Used to be late and sleep in class and still got straight As
High school skipping class just to go and get blazed
Graduated with a 3.5 that boy be making ways
Please don't doubt me
You don't need me then do that shit without me
Make sure your conversations ain't about me
Cause them haters always running they mouthpiece
That's how clout b
Cause I'm not tryna put my pain on you
Can't tell you everything I been thru
They say I got abandonment issues this is true
They say I'm always in my feelings this is true
So let me ask you
What should I do
People that I loved died if only you knew
Closest homies did me dirty Shiid if only you knew
That shit hurt me in my heart if only you knew
So let me ask you
What should I do
People that I loved died if only you knew
Closest homies did me dirty Shiid if only you knew
That shit hurt me in my heart if only you knew