Текст песни Growth (How I Feel) - Jmc_the1st

I don't like how I feel
How I feel
Lately I've been making move's still
Call this growth

I don't like how I feel
Lately, I've been really tryna know what's real
Lost myself tryna climb this hill
But every step feel like standin' still
Lost a couple friends, guess that's how it go
Sacrificed love just let me grow, yeah
I don't like how I feel
Life's getting real, but making moves still

Feeling like I'm Zoey Johnson from the way I'm growing up
I feel like I'm Grunkle Stan the way I keep my hustle up
Life has been hard, parents don't know how to handle us
They don't understand what we going through is really tough
Times I feel like giving up
Times I feel I'm not enough
I wish I could stop but I know I need to keep it up
I know that I'm going up
Going to the top is where I'm aiming
Forty on my hip, I'ma leave you looking brainless
My, see the look in my eyes
I know I need to invest all my time
Sigh, I be getting so tired
I'm tired, but I know I'll be fine

Put the work in it gon' pay off someday
You gon' hate it, but you'll love when you win
You deserve it, yeah
You deserve it
Now you know that this is

How I feel
Lately, I've been really tryna know what's real
Lost myself tryna climb this hill
But every step feel like standin' still
Lost a couple friends, guess that's how it go
Sacrificed love just let me grow, yeah
I don't like how I feel
Life's getting real, but making moves still

Better keep a distance, stay away from love
Think I really like who I've become
Took a couple Ls, had to learn to run
Now my heart cold, I don't trust no one
Used to care too much, used to feel too deep
Now my heart beat quiet, now I even barely speaks
Had to change, had to rebrand just to find peace
But sometimes I really miss the old me
Old me, where's the old me
Dead and gone, sometimes I feel sorry
Gotta build an empire for my family
Killed old me now I call that growth

Better keep a distance, stay away from love
Think I really like who I've become
I getting motion
I'm keeping focus
Moving too fast they ain't catching up

I don't like how I feel
Lately, I've been really tryna know what's real
Lost myself tryna climb this hill
But every step feel like standin' still
Lost a couple friends, guess that's how it go
Sacrificed love just let me grow, yeah
I don't like how I feel
Life's getting real, but making moves still