Текст песни ​Fever ​Dream - Joseph A.A.

I have this weird thing that my world is gonna end by twenty
And dysmorphia walks in the shoes that follow my body

They say your teenage yours are supposed to be fun
They must not have compared themselves to everyone
Reality is like a lenticular lens

I've been looking in the mirror
To get a sense of why I'm here
I'm not sure what I found
But I've been searching for a year
'Cause when I stare right at my face
See so much that I could change
About me
(About me)

I've been working on myself
Put my past up on the shelf
I tried to shed my skin
But it keeps growing back around
And there's not much more to say
I'll act like I'm okay
It's astounding
(It's astounding)

Hey
What you doin' now?
I just had a fever dream we float above the clouds
So hey
I think we're more than friends
I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than this

I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than this
I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than

People like to come at me for things that I never did say
You say I wasn't there for you, well the knife twists both ways
The greatest lesson that I've ever learned
Is beware of unguarded talk, that's for sure
And never make promises if you can't perform

I've been try'na get some sleep
But my past proceeds me
And there's an ocean of silence
Between you and me
And all of your weight
I've held all these days
Leaves me drowning
(I'm still drowning)

I've been try'na do my best
But screw it, I'm a mess
I can't undo the things that got me so distressed
I'll say that I am fine
'Cause I can't draw the lines for my boundaries
(Got no boundaries)

Hey
What you doin' now?
I just had a fever dream we float above the clouds
So hey
I think we're more than friends
I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than this

I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than this
I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than

Hey
What you doin now?
This is the part where they all drive me out
Hey
Are you gonna stay?
Are you stick around?

Hey
What you doin now?
This is the part where they all drive me out
Hey
Are you gonna stay?
Are you stick around?

Hey
What you doin' now?
I just had a fever dream we float above the clouds
So hey
I think we're more than friends
I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than this

I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than this
I think I live a lie 'cause it don't get better than