EVENTUALLY

Too many things that's on my mind, tryna tell myself that my mistakes are not how I'm defined
Keeping up this image, I've just been pretending all this time. Put me on a pedestal, I'll break your heart when I decline. Give it time, trust eventually, cause that just really isn't me
Intentions still are genuine, but looking at my history, it's clear I have some demons lying deep within the pits of me
It would make you sick if you could witness just a glimpse of me, and what I really am, or who I've really been

My list of wrongs a mile long, so where do I begin? I have to ask myself how many people bled just from daring to love me
Just pay attention for a minute, you'll see all my ugly. I've been a lesson for far too many, I should've warned you earlier about all the darkness in me
But now it's way too late, you've fallen in and your scars are plenty. You'll never be the same, and I'm the one to blame. I'll be better eventually
I can do better. I can do better for you. For you, baby, for you, baby, for you, baby, for you, baby

Shining like a diamond, I'm attempting to be perfect, but little did you know a diamond's intrinsically worthless
Unbothered in appearance, but underneath it, I'm nervous. Afraid to bring the bits of my humanity to surface
Cause you expect the best of me, and I'm afraid to show you all the rest of me. For fear of you changing and thinking less of me
This image of perfection perplexing, and now it's stressing me. I'm dressing up my flaws to make you slowly grow obsessed with me

Good as you think you know me, you truly don't know the half of it. You're mixing all the pain up with passion, now you're a masochist
Anxiety attacks, you don't know what you gon' do after this. There's absolutely no way you'll be happy with some average dick
Oops, your image of me set the bar too high. Fall from an angel, your delusion made me too fly
Left you on the edge of crazy, chasing for a new high. Cause you can't find this feeling in a new guy, so you'll be back in due time

I'll be better eventually
I can do better
I can do better for you
For you, baby, for you, baby, for you, baby, for you, baby