Текст песни Bloodshot - Julien Baker

I can see myself inside your bloodshot eyes
Wondering if you can see yourself in mine
Or do you just see me?
And of me what you want to see?

Middle of the night, all I can see are stars
Pulled ′em from my eyes and your ex-lover's arms
Throw hook after hook, and if I were you
After all that I did, I′d have done it to me, too

Isn't like I did it on purpose
I just forget the second I learned it
Everything I get, I deserve
You whisper to me, "Don't you like it when it hurts?" (oh, mhmm)

Five days out from the initial event
It takes two kinds of pills to uncleanch my fists
It′s too kind of you to say you can help
But there′s no one around who can save me from myself

Isn't like I do this on purpose
I just forget the second I learned it
Looking for little oblivions
I′d do anything knowing you would forgive me

Oh, there is no glory in love
Only the gore of our hearts
Oh, let it come for my throat
Take me and tear me apart

Ooh, there is no glory in love
Only the gore of our hearts
Ooh, let it come for my throat
Take me and tear me apart
Drag me away in the dark
Take me and tear me apart