Текст песни TRAUMATIZE - Justoid

Choices in my life feeling indecisive
Swear I'd buy the world if I knew what the price is
Show me more respect if you knew how my life is
Speaking about my feelings so you know I ain't right this
Tell me why you did me like that

And if you really love me put your actions on the map
Go through so much stress I need a vacay to relax
But if I leave you solo then you never turning back
Got a lot of problems we should kick it in the sand

Don't remember last time that I held your hand
Me without you how can I be the man
Justoid deceased yeah my lifes in the can
Bitch I'm selfish
And you know I couldn't help it
All my feelings gave to you yeah they melted
I'm impulsive know the cards I dealt it
All your petty arguments you know I felt it
My heart is in a million I dare you try to find it
Carry all this trauma even when I close my eyelids

Jumping state to state don't even know what the time is
Always acting out you never want to show me kindness
Bitch I'm bossed up
And your ass is really tossed up
Been a while since we talked it gave me heartburn

Really hard for me to fess up that you're not her
Stuck up in the process
Know I'm really trying to prosper

Up like an insomniac I grind my teeth for hours
I wanna stack my money taller than this Sears tower
Tell me all my actions make me look like a coward
Treat your heart so delicate I pluck it like a flower
Tell me why you did me like that
And if you really love me put your actions on the map
Go through so much stress I need a vacay to relax
But if I leave you solo then you never turning back
Got a lot of problems we should kick it in the sand
Don't remember last time that I held your hand
Me without you how can I be the man
Justoid deceased yeah my lifes in the can