Doubt It

I been tryna fight another sleepless
Night alone I'm crying in my dreams
Put a smile on so you don't see this
Never even see this side of me

But I hope you know
I'm thinking about you
When my mind isn't full
I think about you
Remember all those times
I wish that I could find you
I wonder where you are
And who you got around you
I could've left my love
Exactly where I found it
Instead I picked it up
And drew a circle around it
And I ain't giving up
I've had my doubts about it
But I can't replace ya
I could try but girl I doubt it

Girl I could hardly say
I was ready for you when you came in my life
I didn't mean to fall so tell me how I ended up in love with you twice
I had to stop
Fighting against
The feelings I had and let you in
It took me a second to get past those walls and under your skin

I'm obsessed with how
Those eyes light up
I miss your touch
And I miss your love
If you try to rush
Then you miss too much
Then you miss too much
I guess I had to learn the hard way
I didn't spend enough time involved
To convince you at all
I was down for the heartache

I was down to get hurt
Shorty I knew it first
Way before we were talking and starting to flirt
I wrote you that song
You remember the words
Didn't know how I burned
I wanted you bad
Only girl on earth
That I could see was
It stuck in my head like that song by Santana she told me her name was Maria

I was addicted yeah I had to re-up
So I hit you back even though I decided
To leave all those feelings behind me
And free up my mind
Can you believe it it's funny now I
I was too scared to lose someone that I didn't have yet
So I tried to lie to myself and say I didn't mind
When I knew I wanted you to be mine

All my pride goes out the window when I'm with you
And sometimes I'm afraid to say I miss you
I wanna tell you how I feel I wanna shout it
Could I replace you girl I doubt it

I been tryna fight another sleepless
Night alone I'm crying in my dreams
Put a smile on so you don't see this
Never even see this side of me

But I hope you know
I'm thinking about you
When my mind isn't full
I think about you
Remember all those times
I wish that I could find you
I wonder where you are
And who you got around you
I could've left my love
Exactly where I found it
Instead I picked it up
And drew a circle around it
And I ain't giving up
I've had my doubts about it
But I can't replace ya
I could try but girl I doubt it

And
I know I
Was never in your plans to begin with
I wasn't looking for somebody myself
But girl I
Fell for you the very first greeting
And I can't picture life with anyone else
By myself
I'll be
If I'm not with you love
All my wealth
Don't mean shit
I still miss your touch
I'd give it all for one more chance
To make it work
I know we're meant to be I think it caught us at the wrong time

I been tryna fight another sleepless
Night alone I'm crying in my dreams
Put a smile on so you don't see this
Never even see this side of me

I been tryna fight another sleepless
Night alone I'm crying in my dreams
Put a smile on so you don't see this
Never even see this side of me