Lay In My Tomb

I said let's fall in love
And you agreed to it
I happened to be looking up
I think I seen Cupid
Sometimes I wanna hit you up
But then I feel stupid
Because I said let's fall in love
And you agreed to it
We made a deal
To try to heal
Each other wounds
I think I re opened a cut
I didn't think it'd end this soon
But is this really real?
Have your feelings gone away?
Shorty is that how you feel?
Well I'm still in the same place
Girl drop that sword and shield
I really miss seeing your face
I hope that smile still
Lights up the night
I hope your eyes
Are mezzmorizing still
I put a smile on
But shorty know I'm crying still
Don't mean to pile on
To your problems
I'll be fine I will
But I'll be better off
If I know you're mine still
Just tell me if you're mine still
Do I have your heart
Or did I lose it on that night
That's how I feel

And when the tears fall down my face
I know it's okay
I'll be okay
I know it's okay
I know I'll be okay without you
But I really don't want to
I want you in my life without you
I might fall and make a ruin
Ima just lay in my tomb

I wanna look into your eyes
Before I cry and it gets hard to see
I wanna memorize
The way it feels
To hold you next to me
Remember face time
Late Night
Watching me fall asleep
While trying to stay awake
So I could hear your voice still talk to me
How did it change so drastically
Talking every day for months
To now you hardly answer me
I miss getting your calls
And looking stupid smiling
When you'd tell me that you love me
I felt butterflies I can't deny it
And
I know there's so much I can't understand
But I'm trying
And every time I go to sleep
It's only cuz I'm tired of crying
And in my dreams
I get chances to get you back
And I'm trying
But when I wake up
I miss those good mornings
To make me smile while I'm driving
But now I cover up my eyes with shades
To hide the tears behind them
And what's really the reason
I wanna give you space
But I really need me a reason
You see these tears fall down my face
Don't it hurt you to see them?
Even when you had a bad day
You'd always hit me back
We didn't have to talk about it
But I knew you missed me back
And even when you didn't say I love you
I know you meant that shit
And I don't have my doubts now
But I need you to say that shit

And when the tears fall down my face
I know it's okay
I'll be okay
I know it's okay
I know I'll be okay without you
But I really don't want to
I want you in my life without you
I might fall and make a ruin
Ima just lay in my tomb

I know I said this plenty of times but
It was on some love at first sight shit
And I still feel the exact same way
It's only growing
And I ain't going nowhere no time soon shorty
So I'm still here

But you already knew that
Said I'll find someone to make me happy
But you already do that
You said through tough times
Girl I think we going through that
I said it'd be forever
I guess ima have to prove that
It's been way longer than it lasted
I just hope your love it wasn't fake
It wasn't plastic
Cuz on my end
I still think about you and imagine
A life together
My feelings ain't gone disappear like magic
You'll have my heart until I'm sitting cold
I'm my casket
So I could never love no hoe
Ain't even thought to
Cuz I know they only say they love me
Cuz I'm Katsu
All these bad bitches it don't matter cuz they not you
Surrounded by these millions
Sun Flowers that I should of bought you
Songs I should've sung to you
The times I was around you
But now you're so far and I wish that I could find you
Even tho you're just a call a way
And I could drive to you
I know that you'd never come outside
If I arrived

And when the tears fall down my face
I know it's okay
I'll be okay
I know it's okay
I know I'll be okay without you
But I really don't want to
I want you in my life without you
I might fall and make a ruin
Ima just lay in my tomb