Текст песни Dead Inside - Kayotik Kraftz

Yo
Everyday I hang around my Ex, I'm dying. I know it
But hey... It's a mutual exchange
Talk the day away, eat, or fuck
Who are you to be the judge?
But there SHE goes pointing fingers in my face
"You lying, cheating fuck!" Ugh!
I'm single... and amazed you don't see the pattern
And yet, you think I'm playing games like Chutes and Ladders
I rather puke a donkey's dick than to get hitched!
That's not rocket science-- that's the truth of matters!
And I barely make a song, 'cause we work the same job
And I don't want to hear your thoughts
This is not a topic for debate. As soon as this records
My ears are turning off! I got problems to be solved!
I'm rooted in my belief, that one day we'll be moving on
My train of thought is not a ride you'd want to get aboard
I can fix anything you need, not including us
My care is there, but the karma's building up
I got to jump. Fuck!

I've lost my love at times... I
See the spark has left my eyes... My
Soul is there but my heart ain't trying
I'm living life, but I'm dead inside
Feels like things just won't change
I hope this feeling fades 'fore I hit my grave
If you feel the same, just as I
We're living life, but we're dead inside

It's days like this I don't understand why the fuck
I'm here living reruns of problems I can't solve
I'm already stressed! Masturbating to porn ain't working a bit
At first, it was this verse that I spit
The person addressed is hurt from this shit
Meanwhile, I think of Ashleigh... I thought she was it, but
I sabotaged it all between us... She was perfect as shit
But she don't know it... I'm think it's just things were moving too fast
I got that ass and caught feelings... Intelligent black queen
I'm conditioned to white-- Conflicted inside, I hurt you
And now I'm gripping this mic and not you... Oh, what a price
I thought of making a pact with the dark side to get back with you
Stay silent and manage the evil spirits, in tandem to making
Love with you animalistically. But, you hate me
And I don't think we'll be able to meet up ever
And maybe that's not so bad... 'Cause you're safe from me
And my silver tongue. I still remember the taste of that sweet pussy cum
Mmmm... I sorry... Apologies. My soul is torn to shreds
I'm Voldemort, and my diary is public to those in need
Of song that's inspired to be a means of understanding
You got dreams but you're hating on yourself
Or regret a choice you made, and so you place it on a shelf
A hall of shame. A wall you made to block the world out
To protect yourself from further pain... Yea
Can't say that I don't understand it
That's the reason that I stroke this pen across computer paper
My mind is fucked, so this ream should match it!
Fuck the world! Maybe, yea! My middle finger actually
Flies high in the faces of the judging masses!
I'm constantly told that I sound like Mr. Mathers
Is that a compliment or diss?! What the fuck's it matter?
I'm making songs for those who are all alone inside their head
Overwhelmed by the noises going on inside it! Oh yea
And fuck the vines and memes... Not all of us are happy
And that's the human being experience. So
If you're told to smile, flip them off
And turn your volume fucking loud and drown them out!
'Cause sometimes... you need a feeling this strong
You feel the same? Then please sing along

I've lost my love at times... I
See the spark has left my eyes... My
Soul is there but my heart ain't trying
I'm living life, but I'm dead inside
Feels like things just won't change
I hope this feeling fades 'fore I hit my grave
If you feel the same, just as I
We're living life, but we're dead inside

I've got no love inside
The spark has left my eyes
No need to dive my grave
'Cause I'm alive... I'm just dead inside