Текст песни This Is - Kinshii

Is this the part where i apologize and try make amends
And if so what do I say this time, or do I just say less
When you talk I wish that's you'd stop but I won't say anything
Won't say anything to conflict or like,
Complain no matter the words you'll never change
Cause all the pieces keep on falling out
Leaving me incomplete
Subjugate the pain to calm me down
Medicate my suffering
I tried but no one was listening
I tried but no one was listening
And what am I to do, with myself cause
I've been locked inside my room
And every chance I take just reminds me
That I should have ignored you
It's just a sign to leave to breathe,
Escape the fate that keeps on chasing me
Maybe then just maybe then I'd have a chance to f*cking sleep
Cause all the pieces keep on falling out
Leaving me incomplete
Subjugate the pain to calm me down
Medicate my suffering
I tried but no one was listening
I tried but no one was listening