Текст песни I Choose Me - Lexi

05 am and I'm still awake
Don't know who I am
Just know I'm gonna break
Which way to go when I keep spinning around like before
No pills will help no matter how many I take
All the bad in the world it's unbearable to stay awake
Which way to go when I keep spinning around like before
What if I could be happy some day
Is that a reason enough to stay
How can I love you when I don't love myself
Can someone send me some help
How can I choose you when I don't choose myself
Can someone choose me instead
Can someone choose me instead
Is it darker this time
Or am I blinded by the lights
Who should keep me from not telling myself all the lies
Which way to go when I keep spinning around like before
When it hurts I cry, cuz all I ever feel is pain
When the sun start to rise I know I will smile again
Which way to go when I keep spinning around like before
What if I could be happy some day
Is that a reason enough to stay
How can I love you when I don't love myself
Can someone send me some help
How can I choose you when I don't choose myself
Can someone choose me instead
Can someone choose me instead
Someday I'll be fine
And all the bad just stays behind
Someday I will get the happiness I couldn't find
Which way to go when I keep spinning around like before
Keep fighting the fight
So you can grow up and be strong
Keep finding your way so you can walk away and end up home
Which way to go when I keep spinning around like before
All the dark and small will fade
And take away the pain
All the dark thoughts in my mind will slowly turn to sane
How can I love you when I don't love myself
Can someone send me some help
How can I choose you when I don't choose myself
Can someone choose me instead
Can someone choose me instead