Текст песни Home - LiL Xtra

Must've been a lil' lost for some time
I've got you on my mind
And I guess I'm always wrong
Because I know you're always right
I've got cracks in my bones
And terror in my soul
Too busy searching for my own death
To find my way home
Take me

Yeah, I know I spend way too much time up in my feelings
But I never really found a way to deal with all my demons
So I stay shut
And what I wouldn't give to wake up
Feeling like there's something in this world other than fake love

So fuckin' broke, I'm almost bankrupt
Too scared to quit my job, I can't take the fucking pay cut
Bottle it inside of me
Leave this world behind me
Wishin' I could ever find the strength to do the right thing

'Cause one day, I'll be dust up in this earth
And if I'm lucky meantime, then I'll find some self-worth
My demons fucking devious, they speaking through your words
This life is so tedious and everybody hurts, so
Why I feel so fucking cursed then?
Sometimes the dumbest people say the smartest fuckin' words
It's time to find life to fill in my chest
But I fucked it up again, still what I do best

Must've been a lil' lost for some time
I've got you on my mind
And I guess I'm always wrong
Because I know you're always right
I've got cracks in my bones
And terror in my soul
Too busy searching for my own death
To find my way home
Take me